| Monday, June 09, 2008 |
| ENTRY 53: My First Class is in Less Than 8 Hours |
I'm so excited!
I don't know if I'll be able to get any sleep right now. I'm here sitting on my bed ready to get some shut-eye; I feel tired, but at the same time I'm wide awake. I can't help but wonder what my first class at film school is going to be like. Will it be everything I was hoping for, or will it be a total bust?
Crap...just realized I have a meeting at 11:30 with the financial advisor. Looks like I won't be getting much sleep then! Bleh.
I'll report back with how it goes!Labels: film school |
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| Friday, May 30, 2008 |
| ENTRY 52: A Date With Joan |
What a crummy Friday afternoon. The clouds are heavy, it's already rained but it looks like it's only getting started, and here I am inside with nothing to do but make a blog post. I tried to go out earlier today when it was still clear, but ultimately I did not because 1) I was tired and 2) the bright sunlight was hurting my eyes. I think that means that I've officially stayed at my job too long; it has gotten to the point where I have trouble adjusting to sunlight. Christ.
But yeah. I've resigned to the fact that I will never have a date with Joan. It just isn't going to happen. I was feeling really brave and optimistic is morning, and for a good reason, too (I'll tell you why in a bit). So much so that I was like "You know what? Let's just ask her out. She probably likes me, you know". So I asked her out, and she said no. For the second time. Ha.
I'm at a crossroads in my life. The realization has been dawning on me over the last couple of days, so really this was a now or never kinda deal. I'm starting film school June 9th, and I'm REALLY REALLY excited. I was so optimistic over life in general because of how well the orientation to my classes went on Wednesday. The teachers and faculty are great, and already they think I'm a genius and a perfect fit for the school. I've already gotten offers to work on sets with people who have worked with the likes of freakin' Samuel L. Jackson. It's Scott Pilgrim awesome.
I'm at a time where I have no choice but to move forward in everything that I do. Combined with all the shit that's been happening at my church, I figure it's time to let go of all the crap I've been holding on to for simply nostalgic reasons, and forge onward with what my life should really look like. So I asked Joan out, because she was something I thought would be a big part of my real life. Apparently not.
I'm excited, but sad at the same time. I'll have to let go of church (too stressful and not worth it) and Joan, because I really need to move on. It's just wasn't healthy anymore! Can't wait until June 9th, though....it's gonna be epic!Labels: church, film school, Joan |
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| Saturday, May 24, 2008 |
| ENTRY 51: Strange Times |
Before anybody asks, no the title of this entry is NOT a reference to Marvel's Master of the Mystics. Hardy har har....sorry, I couldn't resist!
If you have been reading up, then you'll know that I'm referring to the craziness happening at my church right now, and as I had predicted in my last post, things have gotten a heckuva lot worse. The situation has exploded; it's being talked about all over the diocese of Toronto, the bishops are furious, and -- get this -- even the police have been called in. It is absolutely insane.
But that's all I can really say about that situation; a gag order has been issued on all parishioners and participants in the various incidents that have recently transpired. Yeah, ridiculous, is it not?Labels: church, youth group |
| finished by Carter @ 5:23 AM |
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| Monday, May 12, 2008 |
| THE 50TH ENTRY |
Wow it's been a couple of months since my last post. I hadn't forgotten about this little blog, but it was the 50th post; I wanted to make sure I had something BIG to write about, something that was 50th post worthy.
Turned out the BIG EVENT wasn't exactly what I was hoping for (i.e. date with Joan); in fact, it wasn't anything positive at all. The youth group leader at my church was booted by the priest-in-charge and the wardens.
Let me rewind a bit, see if I can fill in some back story. As I mentioned before, I was a junior youth leader at my church in Scarborough. Joan and I worked with the Youth Group Leader to provide activities and programs for youth from the church and the surrounding community. Over the years our group has grown very close, to the point where we all regard the YGL as a second mother, and likewise she regards all of us as her children.
Over the past year or so, the YGL's health had begun to deteriorate. She had been working 60+ hour weeks and not eating right, and developed Type II diabetes, high blood pressure, and a lot of other bad stuff. Youth group meetings started being postponed or just outright canceled, much to the chagrin of the youth. But we assumed that it was because of the YGL's health, so we understood. It was only later that the YGL divulged to us that these cancellations were because the wardens had refused to release funds that had been promised to us in the yearly budget. From then on things began going downhill. The feud between the YGL and the Powers That Be (that's what I call the wardens + the priest) swelled to ridiculous proportions, and Joan and I got stuck in the middle trying to mediate it all.
It was a stressful time, and my own health began to suffer. I started getting really sick on a regular basis, sometimes unable to keep anything down for days. It was absolutely ridiculous. Anyway, up to maybe a week ago, things seemed to be going relatively smoothly; you can say that there was the atmosphere of a ceasefire. Then out of the blue I receive a call from the priest informing me that the YGL has been removed. No explanation as to why, just that it happened.
Things have been crazy since then. The youth have been up in arms, the YGL has been up in arms...and me? I'm tired. I quit all my positions in the church (youth group leader, parish council, communications team, server's guild, transition committee, church school teacher, etc....yeah there were quite a few) much to the shock of the Powers That Be, since they were going to ask me to take over as Youth Group Leader.
But yeah, things are only going to get worse, I imagine. The Powers That Be had been trying to keep everything hush-hush, but the YGL started handing out packages detailing abusive correspondence, and the youth are setting up petitions. And I just want things to end. Strange times, I tells ya, strange times.Labels: church, Joan, youth group |
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| Sunday, March 09, 2008 |
| ENTRY 49: Holy Snow!!! |
Welcome to spring, everyone! It's been a quite a winter. Tell you the truth, I've had enough of winter, thank you very much...!
But it seems winter isn't done with us here in Toronto. In the last 24 hours, we've had to shovel the driveway 3 times; collectively I'd estimate that about 40 cm has fallen. The banks on either side of our driveway are at least 10 feet high. It's absolutely ridiculous.
I was supposed to have a party-filled weekend, but because of the weather most of them got canceled.
I really hope this is it. We haven't had this much snow in years, and I was starting to get used to the tranquil winters. We've been blasted by city-crippling blizzards, and it's getting a little old. Enough already!
BLOG PLAYLIST
"Frank Sinatra" - Cake (a GREAT song...a co-worker introduced me to it and I love it)
"Star Wars" - Nas (another awesome song...great lyrics...I need to listen to it more often)
"Hey There Delilah" - Plain White T'sLabels: playlist, snow, weather |
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| Tuesday, March 04, 2008 |
| ENTRY 48: Make Up Your Mind |
Quick post; have to rant a little bit before I head off to work.
Yesterday was a beautiful day. It was surprisingly warm (12 degrees Celsius, which is unheard of in early March nowadays), all the ice and snow was melting finally, even the birds were out singing, a sure sign that spring was finally beginning to rear its wonderful head.
I wake up from my "mid-day" nap (meaning I woke up at 8:45 pm), took a shower, lamented at another game lossed by my beloved Raptors, and look out the window. It's snowing that crazy. I scream in terror, and my mom goes: "What, you didn't watch the news? There's gonna be a huuuge snowstorm tonight. Freezing rain, too!"
Why? Why can't it all just be OVERRRRR?!Labels: snow, weather |
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| ENTRY 47: Dungeons & Dragons Wrap-Up I |
In the middle of "breakfast" at 3:00 pm...lol gotta love working overnights! Just need to add this before I get started: utorrent kicks some serious ASS! I've downloaded several movies, the whole first season of Dexter (RIDICULOUS show btw), a mind-boggling amount of comic book issues, and now I'm downloading the complete series of Deathnote. Not sure how good that show is, but I've caught a few episodes and it intrigues me.
Anyway, back the the Ultimate Game (lol it really isn't the ultimate game, but it's a sweet name). We're playing again today, so I'd thought I'd give a "brief" overview of what has transpired up to this point. We've just completed our first dungeon, which we happened upon while seeking shelter from an oncoming murderous storm (lots of lightning and hail and hurricane winds and shit). Turns out that the overhang that we found was actually an opening to an underground bugbear lair (definition: bugbears are distantly related to orcs. They are generally bigger, meaner, and more feral).
There was initially a lot of dissenting within the group; The Asshole's character, Argyle Houndtooth (get it?), decided to sneak up on Oxx and the other guy's character (can't remember his name, but he's an elven druid) after we found the lair, put his sword to our throats and kick us out. This is after Oxx and Druid fought of 8 giant rats -- Oxx killed seven of them lol. He then went to sleep and was ambushed by two bugbears. Served him right, the douche.
Lucky for him (VERY lucky for him) he managed to kill both bugbears, though he was mortally wounded. He came out to rest and hopefully get healed by the druid, who pretty much just gave him the finger. After he fell asleep, Oxx and the druid decided to go in and check out the rest of the lair. We quickly stumbled upon the "boss" of the dungeon, a heavily armored zombie bugbear warrior. The druid made the mistake of walking into the room first, and unfortunately got a spear through the chest (LMAOOOO!!!). As he lay on the floor dying, Oxx went one-on-one with the brute. Oxx was at a severe disadvantage; he only had 13 hp while the monster had close to 50. Nonetheless, Oxx was cleaving up the motherfucker, shaving a good 25 hp off before getting a morning star to the face. Severely wounded and disoriented, Oxx let out a war cry and kept on truckin'.
As intended, the war cry woke up Argyle Houndstooth, who rushed in and provided back-up with his trusty bow-and-arrows (he's a ranger). The zombie was soon done. Both Argyle and Oxx then tended to the almost-dead druid and were able to patch him up. We were all severely wounded, so we rested up for 8+ hours to regain our health and strength.
Once that was done, we then decided to explore the rest of the dungeon, this time with me in the front. I promptly ran into the web of a giant spider, but before it could reach me, the druid cut me loose, and I dispatched the vermin in one hit. Word. Cut the biatch in half. Further exploring revealed several treasures, which I divvied out, but not much more. Satisfied, we set out for the nearest town.
That's where we left off! What the town will bring, only the DM knows! Keep you posted!Labels: D and D |
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