| Wednesday, December 19, 2007 |
| ENTRY 23: Broken Glass, Everywhere II |
Couldn't finish this post last night; I was in absolute shambles. After I awoke from crying myself to sleep yesterday, I called up some buddies. One of them, whom I shall refer to as Crazy R, was completing his last exam that day. He finished at 5 pm, so we, along with two other friends whom I shall call The Lovers (they have recently gotten engaged), met up and went for some drinks. For me the plan was to just psychologically run away and put some distance between myself and the apparent destruction of my dream future. I was going to get pleasantly inebriated at some God-forsaken watering hole and hopefully end up with some company for the night (yeah...this was the state of mind I was in).
Didn't work out that way, much to my despair. We ended up at some Chinese restaurant, and I, completely forgetting myself, ordered some beef/vermicelli thing. Thus, since I'm highly allergic to MSG, I was mere minutes into my meal when my throat started closing and I felt like throwing up. Awesome dinner.
Afterward, instead of going to a bar we just bought some alcohol and went and chilled at one of The Lovers' (the woman) houses. On a side note, there had been a time when I had been desperately in love with this girl, but suffice to say that my heart, figuratively speaking, wound up crushed beneath her heel. It's been a while (several years) since this occurred, but every so often her knee would brush against my inner thigh, or she'd crawl over me, and it was really awkward and unnerving for me. She obviously didn't mean anything by it (that's just the way she is), but all the same it was uncomfortable at times.
We watched a shitty movie and then we went our separate ways. I ended up at home, not drunk enough and utterly alone. As I mounted my stairs a soft glow caught my eyes. It was my Christmas tree, which I had made sure to plug in before I left. I went over and hugged it.Labels: Christmas tree, dream, drunk, film school |
finished by Carter @ 10:46 AM   |
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| Saturday, December 15, 2007 |
| ENTRY 17: Ugh |
Ugh. If there exists a word in the English language that completely describes how I feel at the moment, then that would be it. You know you've had a good night when you only have one sock on when you wake up and the other one is underneath your pillow.
Yeah, to say I'm slightly disoriented at the moment would be an understatement (Blogger's edit: the amount of spelling mistakes I've had to clean up in this one post is ridiculous). Head was pounding dully like a sledge hammer, but some good ol' Honey Nut Cheerios put that baby to bed in a hurry.
A LOT of people had injested their fair share of the ol' ethanol last night. I don't have time to get into the details at the moment; I have to go to church, which means I have to leave the house in 2 minutes haha.Labels: club, drunk, Smokey Joe's |
| finished by Carter @ 9:52 AM |
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